If u expect life to be easy, don't ever think for being living

Hi, this is my second post for today..
Well, I have nothing to do so yea I just keep blogging instead and put all my thoughts here..
So, perhaps this post is gonna be a lil bit sensitive or whatsover u r going to call it..

So yea,
just now I was thinking bout something, and that was LIFE IS GETTING TOUGHER EACH DAY..
Don't ya think it's kinda true?
I mean as we grow older, we'll have much responsibilities for every single thing in our life..
We have to be able to manage all the things by your self..
If u guys think I'm teaching you right now or sort of the things like that,
it's a BIG NO NO NO..
I'm just trying to share my opinion and my thoughts..

We have to know that REALITY IS HURT and LIFE IS ALL ABOUT REALITY..
So we can sum up that LIFE IS HURT..
Umm, I mean like somehow we need to know how to depend on our self..
Don't ever depend on others..
I know that we can't live alone, we are natural human being, and we need someone to live with, to interact with, to share anything with..
But we can't expect to have someone who is going to be nice with us all the time right?
In life, we wont have someone who is going to help us all the time,
we wont have someone who treat us like we are the princess or anything..

Wake up people,
don't let our own fairy tale dominate our life..
Just BE REALISTIC, BE TOUGH, DEPEND ON YOUR OWN STRENGTH AND ABILITY..
Coz life is never meant to be easy, God build this life in order for us to be able to grow, to be able to build our own character and to know whether we can survive in this life or not..
But don't worry, He'll never ever leave us alone though..
If we were too to tired to face our life, we can come to Him and trust me He's going to help us to through anything..

"God will not give u a burden u can't handle. If u ever find urself in a mess, which seems impossible to resolve. Take it as a compliment. God thinks u can do it."

Therefore, don't ever expect life to be easy guys, coz it wont!!
Just pull our strength to go through anything and let Him plays a role as well..
Ciao!

Jayesslee

Hii!! :)
I'm going to post something about Jayesslee now..
Basically, they are kinda singer in youtube or something like that..
Coz, I found 'em in youtube.. xp
Well, I really adore em so much, especially Sonia.. :)
Their voice is just so nice, and Sonia's skill in playing guitar and singing..
ahh, I want to learn how to play guitar as well then I can sing while I play guitar..
*another my wish list then* lol
Err, I'm going to introduce em a lil bit here..
Just some description yea..
Well, basically they are twins!!
Their name is Janice and Sonia..
They are Korean-Australian..
So their parents are from Korea, but they were born in Sydney and become Aussies now..
They are 23 years old..
Umm what else, I think that's enough yea?
If u wanna find 'em, just click this link (youtube) or this link (fan page on facebook)
I'm going to upload one video here..
Check this out

See, they are adorable and their voice are just awesome.. :)
One last note, can anyone teach me to play guitar???
hahaha...
Ok then, ciao mate!

Lord I Offer My Life To You

Currently, I am totally in love with this song..
I don't know why but every time whenever I hear this song, I always pour this tears from my eyes.. This tears is not a sign of sadness or agony or whatsover.. But somehow, this tears is a tears of joy, shame and kinda mixed feeling tho..
I just can't believe how lucky am I to have someone like You, Jesus..
I love Him so much..
I can't imagine how am I going to through this live without Him by my side..
I'm not going to be able to go through all this pain, sorrow, agony, and all the obstacles in my life..
But because of Him, because of Jesus, I have those strength.. :)
"I can do everything through Him who gives me strength" - Philippians 4:13
Yes, I do believe.. Therefore God, I offer my life to You.. Everything I've been through, use it for Your glory.. I offer my days to You as well, and lifting my praise to You as a pleasing sacrifice.. :)
So God, please be with me, guide me anytime.. Coz I believe, You are going to heal this scar in Your time.. :)
Thanks God..
I can't describe how I love You so, but I do I really love my daddy Jesus.. :)
xoxo

randomness

G'day mate!!
I'm so sorry I've been neglecting my blog for such a long time.. >.<
It's not my fault tho!
Those exams made me did not have time even to post a little thing!
But wohoo, exams are over now!! :):)
No more exams, no more studying for this year!!!
Can u believe that?!?!
One more thing, goodbye first year! I'm no longer a freshman!! lol

So yea, after struggling for such a year yesterday I had my last paper which was quite good.. Well, actually overall the exams went pretty good, except that one stupid freaking ass hole unit BMS 1062 - Molecular Biology!!! Shit!!
I am used to like that unit somehow, coz it was kinda interesting during the lecture but when it came to the exam it was totally disaster!!
I screwed up my paper for that unit! Shit!
Actually the paper was not that hard, but I was panicking at that time and everything just disappeared from my mind.. Damn it!
I wish now I can pass that unit! That's my only hope for that unit..
I won't put my expectation too high for that unit I guess, coz I realize that it's impossible for me to get an HD for that particular unit! Shit!
*Sorry mom I let u down*

Umm what else should I say?
Ahh, I'm going to know my result for this semester on the 4th of December..
*finger crossed* I'm going to be fine.. I wish!

O yea so yesterday, after I had my last paper I went to play badminton with Ginli, Juyu, and Jerold.. Actually, I'm not such a good player even I had a bad experience with badminton but o well at least I can play!! haha.. Although I must say, I'm such a really bad player.. But we had fun yesterday.. :) *Thanks guys, u've made my day :)*
Then, we had ice cream after that.. wohoo, how I love ice cream! lol

U know wat, I guess this post is just totally random.. No clear topic or anything..
But somehow I just wanna highlighted the main one of these few days..
So I guess, I don't really care about that.. haha..
Guess what, these few days Melbourne is freaking damn hot man!!
Gonna show u the pict of my hand due to the sunlight!











Can u see that?? Ahh, I got stripe in my hands!! Shit! Damn sunburn!! >.<
And guess what tomorrow it's gonna be 36 degrees!! Argghhh, I hate this kinda weather! It's driving me nuts! Well guys, I guess I need to have my lunch now.. So see you soon Mrs. PB..
Ciao! Have a nice day everyone.. :)
xoxo

dedicated to mom

Umm actually I just wanna say few words here.

Suddenly I miss my mom so, and

I just don't like it when this kinda feeling come during exams period. :(

I mean like err how to say.

Shit, I'm really bad in 'wording' my feeling!

Well, I wish Ms. PB would know what I mean.

Umm, I just wanna say

I love you mom, I do, I really do. :)

Trust me, I am not going to let u down.

I am not going to disappoint u.

I am going to work really hard, striving for the best,

to make u proud of me.

*I am promise*

I am going to put a smile in your face, and

I am going to put a ray in your eyes,

kind of pride ray,

when u told everyone that, "Yes, she is my daughter"

I am going to fill ur day with happiness and no longer tears.

That's my short promise to you.

Actually, I still have a lot to say.

But I guess, I am going to continue it after exams period. xp

So yea mom, once more

I love you so,

your daughter :)

Happy Halloween

31th October 2009!

Jack-O'-Lantern, trick or treat, costume parties, ghost tours, bonifers, visiting haunted attractions, pranks, telling scary stories, and watching horror films!!

Any idea what day is today?? :):):)

Yeayy, It's a Halloween Day!!!!


Happy Halloween heaps!!! :):)

Ahh first, I wanna say sorry to Ms. PiBi (Pinky Blog) lol.
Sorry for neglecting u such a long time.
U know I didn't mean it. xp

Err back to the topic I guess.
So yea, today is a Halloween day which is celebrated by all Western country.
Actually, I am not celebrating it though, but somehow just wanna say it in my blog. xp
So basically there is a history behind why we celebrate Halloween day.
If u guys want to know, I'm giving u link here.

Anyway, I am going to have my first paper in 3 days time!!!
So scary, isn't it?
These few weeks, I've spent it with drowning in the bundle of lecture notes and past exam papers.
U know, actually I can't believe it I can still endure it until now.
It's unbelievable!! lol

Actually, if I can say, I'm sick of this studying.
It's really driving me crazy.
But owell, I can't give up and I don't wanna give up though.
I am going to keep striving for the best. I am not going to lose in the battle field. *finger crossed*

Besides that, it's only for even less than one more month!
It's such a short time, don't you think??
Just endure it till next month!
After that, party here I come!! lol
Also, I am going back to Indo on 23rd Nov!! :)

So, keep on my work!
Keep struggling, keep burning!
So there will be no regret at the end, and I can enjoy my holiday with smile. :)

Well, gotta continue my study I guess.

Wish me all the best Ms. PB and all of u who read my blog.

Jia you!!! Add oil!! :):)

Note: pictures are not mine, they're taken from google images.

vulnerable

"You don't always have to pretend to be strong,

There's no need to prove all the time that everything is going well.
You shouldn't be concerned about what other people are thinking, cry if u need to, it's good to cry out all ur tears, because only then will u be able to smile again."

Yea, I am crying right now..
I just can't bear it anymore..
I don't know,
everything just seem so wrong.. :(
*sigh*
Am I so this weak??
Before, I always thought that I was strong..
I could stand these kinda obstacles alone..
But I guess, I am just wrong..
I'm tired of pretending to be that strong..
I'm sick of my self..
Umm am I wrong if I just need a shelter where I don't know where to go,
a shoulder which let me share all my tears,
a ray when I just feel my day is full of darkness,
a house where I can feel safe inside, and can protect me from the sun, rain, and wind,
pair of eyes which always look at me with all its care,
pair of hands which can hug me, whenever I feel so vulnerable,
someone whom I can share all my sorrow, my joy with..
umm, nvm..
I guess, I just have to put a smile of my face right?
I'm not going to let my mom worried about me..
I guess it's just enough for her..

Well, just ignore this post guys..
It's just shit..
Ciao~